Intro: So I did a freewrite with my students, because honestly, it’s one of the few times I write creatively these days, and because the topic was “Fairy Tales,” I decided to write alongside them. It’s good exercise, and I’m trying to do a creative writing assignment for one of my summer classes in a free verse style like Jacqueline Woodson, so I meshed the two together. And ended up writing a free-verse poem of the fairy tales “Donkeyskin.” It was dark and macabre, but I actually liked how it turned out, mostly because I’m surprised I turned anything out in poem-form. It’s a style I normally don’t do to begin with!
Writing: Three Dresses
Marilag Angway
June 2021
Papa was not right in the head,
not since Mama died,
left us divided in a kingdom
without a wife by
Papa’s side.
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Papa was not right in the head,
and the people knew,
but they did nothing to
help when he gave his
declaration.
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You look just like
my Becca,
he murmurs one day,
beautiful
as a nightly songbird,
as a rose.
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Papa means to marry.
He means to
marry
me.
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Papa was not right in the head,
so when he declares his intentions,
I declare mine.
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Three dresses, I say,
three dresses as tribute.
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One of the sun, bright and gold and
burnished with gemstones,
blinding in the midday morning.
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One of the moon, soothing
glimmering silver,
luminescent in its evening glow.
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One of the sky, everchanging
hue of blue and violets, of
sunsets and sunrises, of
dawns and dusks.
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Papa was not right in the head,
but he called on his best tailors
and managed the deed,
and managed the deed,
and three dresses were born.
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Papa was not right in the head,
and I knew.
I knew.
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Gone went the
burnished gold,
luminescent silver,
ever-changing gradient of blue.
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Gone went the chest that
kept the fabrics of magic
hidden from the world.
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Gone went the donkey,
that skin of mottled brown,
much less magical than the dresses,
but it is a skin I wear,
more precious than the others.
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Gone went the dark, songbird locks,
and the dagger that I take to my face,
to mar the beauty that is there,
to make me less like my mother.
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Not beautiful like
a songbird,
a rose.
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There is no need for that.
There is only need for three dresses.
And a place far from home.